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Nov 21, 2005 15:00

well here it is the real me!!!!!

i love 2 make ppl laugh
i love meeting new people
im not a whore
im nice
i like 2 try my best and school and im actually pretty smart
i lie , but not all the time i eventually tell the truth cuz i cna't stand lieing.
i can't take a joke i tak it way 2 serioulsy im just like my sister
i play softball and i like 2 have funa dn be involved
i love 2 sing and write poems
i dont like ppl 2 see me cry
i dont like it when ppl hate me or are mad at me 4 no reason
i love 2 be crazy
i love kids and my nefphews mean the world 2 me
i love this kid but he thinks i dont love him although i do alot and i cry pretty much every night i think about how much he hates me
i get jealous easily but i try and keep it down but sumtimes it gets the best of me
i love 2 have a good time and be with ppl i love
i use 2 be belimic and anorexic but im good now
i say i wanna kill myslef but i know it wont do any good becuase ill just leave having problems unsolved
i love 2 ride quads and snowboard
im a goofy girl with a big heart
im 2 nice 2 ppl sometimes
im not a bitch only 2 the 2 ppl i need the most
2 ppl have left my heart this summer,well they are still a big part of me but are slowly leaving
my heart is in pieces and 2 big pieces are missing(shawn and jill)
i have been through so much with both of them i want them back in my life
im a kind caring person
i always tell myself i wanna be the person who take the beating 4 those kids who get beat or abused , i can take it the pain i can't have my life get any worse.
i love animals and it hurts me when ppl are sad
i dont do drugs or smoke get drunk or sleep around i dont cut or have tatoos or use needles or OVERDOSE ANYMORE.
i use 2 but i did it with the one i miss alot who i feel im not the same with out.
im thankful 4 my family and friends i have managed 2 keep
i feel running away from my troubles will make it easiar but i know inside it only mkaes it worse
i can take pain anyway or in anyform
i wanna brake down but im strong on the outside but weak in the inside
i wanna be loved by shawn bliss i have been mean and rude and nothing but rude 2 him i treat him like shit and i blame myslef for loosing him now i try harder and harder 2 get him back and yet we get farther apart.
when he likes another girl even just a lil or does something with another girl i go and be friends with them and tell them how i feel 4 him
i shouldnt do that but i love him so much but maybe he never loved me and i shouldnt ruin his chances of happiness
im sorry 2 all who i have hurt im sorry

these are alot of things that im really about i may have 4 got a few but i think i got the main things

love always livie

im sorry i truley am!!!
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