I think its real this time....??????

[bettybubsc]

Yea so after this weekend i think i DO have feelings for Nick. lol in the beginning i just guess i was freaked out with him liking me and having feelings for me. I dont think i was ready for a relationship but now i can totally see it now! lol ive been bummed ever since Saturday when he said he couldnt make it out for saturday night. I feel a little more comfortable with him too now. i dunno. I kinda wanna tell him how i feel but i think i need to do it in a subtle way and not right off the bat " i like you". i want to see where he is with this i guess. also i am definiitely going to plan on a trip to WV to see him soon. I have no idea when but soon. lol

Rarw! i hate feeling this way.....kinda. So yea i definitely think ilike him as something more than just friends.