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hmmmmm..... I'm not a very happy camper these days. Over the past few days there has been a new enlightenment to my life.To this great and wondrous epiphany I realize I am alone :-(........truely there is no one really there for me I must do what I do all by myself..No pats on my back, No honey I missed you, No wow betty Im Proud of you. NO I do this alone because no one really cares or will help me ...
Im only asking for the simplest things in life Im not even asking for much at all.My tears come so fast and quick I can not stop them and I can not hide them.I am who I am take it or leave it.Seems more and more ppl are just leaving it, and leaving me as well.
I want more then any thing to get a hug right now , maybe even a kiss.I need some one to convince me things are going to be alright. I wish to be surrounded by ppl who love and care about me.But there is no one who does really care within a 30 mile radius of me.
yes I have my best friend but I get to see him less and less......we live so far apart... Im sad that we will NEVER live within a short distance OF EACHOTHER......... something I was always hoping for.... something that made me cross my fingers ever since we became friends,not sure that it will ever happen.
why cant I stop these tears? they forever fall from my face.I guess Im just waiting for my friend to fill that empty space.
Here is a little something I always find myself saying when I get a little frustrated.....example like when some one cough... cough.... is chatting on line when I come over to see them .its not every day I get to see them you know :-\ OR is playing ON line games (lol you know who you ppl are )for hours on end while I sit there and stare at the ceiling looking for earth worm jim.
It helps me to keep things in perspectivE
FRIENDS FIRST
FRIENDS LAST
FRIENDS FOREVER
I HAVE NO CLAIM ON YOU,
YOU HAVE NO CLAIM ON ME
I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE UPSET WITH THEE
**POOF**
Im only asking for the simplest things in life Im not even asking for much at all.My tears come so fast and quick I can not stop them and I can not hide them.I am who I am take it or leave it.Seems more and more ppl are just leaving it, and leaving me as well.
I want more then any thing to get a hug right now , maybe even a kiss.I need some one to convince me things are going to be alright. I wish to be surrounded by ppl who love and care about me.But there is no one who does really care within a 30 mile radius of me.
yes I have my best friend but I get to see him less and less......we live so far apart... Im sad that we will NEVER live within a short distance OF EACHOTHER......... something I was always hoping for.... something that made me cross my fingers ever since we became friends,not sure that it will ever happen.
why cant I stop these tears? they forever fall from my face.I guess Im just waiting for my friend to fill that empty space.
Here is a little something I always find myself saying when I get a little frustrated.....example like when some one cough... cough.... is chatting on line when I come over to see them .its not every day I get to see them you know :-\ OR is playing ON line games (lol you know who you ppl are )for hours on end while I sit there and stare at the ceiling looking for earth worm jim.
It helps me to keep things in perspectivE
FRIENDS FIRST
FRIENDS LAST
FRIENDS FOREVER
I HAVE NO CLAIM ON YOU,
YOU HAVE NO CLAIM ON ME
I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE UPSET WITH THEE
**POOF**