I'm Back!!
Hello everybody!
Finally is the internet working again. For those of you that don't know it I have just moved and we haven't got any internet. But now it's working...it is hard to live without internet, I mean I am really addicted to it. No way to check out IMDB or live-journal is HARD or my mail (not that anybody writes but anyway ;)). Moving is hard to do, finally we have started to come in order, but we still has a whole lot to do. We have thrown out a lot of stuff and now we need to buy new things and it takes time. But it is fun!
I still thinks that life is hell and are really depressed, this last sort of medication is not helping and because I have moved is it another hospital that shall have me from now on so I am between to places and no one take care. I shall meet a doctor October 15 and have to manage until then. And to top it all my grandfather died and we are going to the funeral tomorrow. And my husbands uncle is really sick and they don't think he is going to survive this year. So it is always something that's bring me down. But someday I'm sure I'm going to fell fine too and are going to be able to live my life happy...but right now it feels like that day is very far away...No, I should stop complaining in all my entries, it is boring for other people to read.
Just one and a half week to our Paris-tripp. It is going to be so nice, just me and my husband...a late honeymoon...we got married two years ago but better later then never right :-). It is now we have the money to do it and it's going to be soooo nice. I have never been there, none of us have so it is going to be wonderful to find our own favorite places...so much we can in six days at least. Maybe someone here has an idea about what we just must do in Paris? A nice restaurant or shop or something we need to see?
Tonight season 2 of Veronica Mars starts on swedish television. Jippie...so fun. I have really been looking forward to that! Okay so I have already seen it all (downloaded it to my computer of course...who wants to wait THIS long ;))but still...It is not the same. But I guess that I am going to give up swedish television after some weeks like last time...they translate it SO bad...all the jokes and other stuff never gets translated and I am so used to read the translation that I can't help myself and then I just gets so angry because all the fun stuff disappear in the translation. It is really "Lost in translation" (hi hi) and I don't like it.
Besides I have ordered the DVD-box but I still hasn't got it. I start to think that my husband lies to me (he has ordered it) because he just says that it is going to come in a week and it is like 3 weeks ago. We ordered it the same day it was released. And when we bought the first season DVD it was the same story and the same excuses...hmm...suspisious ;) No I know that he has ordered if he says so and I just hopes it comes soon.
Today I started to watch the end of a movie on TV. Suddenly I realized that the school looked very familiar. It turns out that it is filmed where I grown up (and have moved back to now...) and that it was my old school in the film...fun! I know who some of the persons in the film were also. It's a small world after all ;)
Like I wrote earlier I'm going to my grandfathers funeral tomorrow. I am sad of course like you are when someone close dies. But I'm so mad at my cousin that's not going. If he would have had a good explanation why I shouldn't have cared but his excuse is that he doesn't get along with our grandmother...that she don't like him and doesn't think anything he does is good...The rest of the family are like WHAT? My grandmother is very fair and treat all of us the same way, she has never done anything to my cousin except that she once, many years ago, told him that he should stop swearing at his mother and said that he was immature. This was like 10 years ago and if my grandmother said anything he must really have been out if line (she never says anything to anybody if she doesn't think it is really out of line and she always wants to bee fair and it is almost like she doesn't says it even if she really thinks it is bad). And my cousin can be really horrible to his mother and I guess that's was why she said something...One of my uncles is gay and my cousin use it, he says like "Grandmother doesn't think I am mature but he is gay and she thinks he is mature". (And there is a real prove for that he is immature and grandmother was right but that's besides the point). I just thinks he can shut up and swallow his immature ways for this day...I mean his problem isn't with grandfather (or was with him)...and they all live in a really small town where people gossip about everything and this is the gossip of the day. So my father called my cousin up to tell him that people gossip and now he's not talking to my father either...what a big baby, I just like to punch him in the face...
Now I'm going to bake a cake because I have promised my mum...I hate baking but well, when mum ask you... ;)
Hughs // Betty
Finally is the internet working again. For those of you that don't know it I have just moved and we haven't got any internet. But now it's working...it is hard to live without internet, I mean I am really addicted to it. No way to check out IMDB or live-journal is HARD or my mail (not that anybody writes but anyway ;)). Moving is hard to do, finally we have started to come in order, but we still has a whole lot to do. We have thrown out a lot of stuff and now we need to buy new things and it takes time. But it is fun!
I still thinks that life is hell and are really depressed, this last sort of medication is not helping and because I have moved is it another hospital that shall have me from now on so I am between to places and no one take care. I shall meet a doctor October 15 and have to manage until then. And to top it all my grandfather died and we are going to the funeral tomorrow. And my husbands uncle is really sick and they don't think he is going to survive this year. So it is always something that's bring me down. But someday I'm sure I'm going to fell fine too and are going to be able to live my life happy...but right now it feels like that day is very far away...No, I should stop complaining in all my entries, it is boring for other people to read.
Just one and a half week to our Paris-tripp. It is going to be so nice, just me and my husband...a late honeymoon...we got married two years ago but better later then never right :-). It is now we have the money to do it and it's going to be soooo nice. I have never been there, none of us have so it is going to be wonderful to find our own favorite places...so much we can in six days at least. Maybe someone here has an idea about what we just must do in Paris? A nice restaurant or shop or something we need to see?
Tonight season 2 of Veronica Mars starts on swedish television. Jippie...so fun. I have really been looking forward to that! Okay so I have already seen it all (downloaded it to my computer of course...who wants to wait THIS long ;))but still...It is not the same. But I guess that I am going to give up swedish television after some weeks like last time...they translate it SO bad...all the jokes and other stuff never gets translated and I am so used to read the translation that I can't help myself and then I just gets so angry because all the fun stuff disappear in the translation. It is really "Lost in translation" (hi hi) and I don't like it.
Besides I have ordered the DVD-box but I still hasn't got it. I start to think that my husband lies to me (he has ordered it) because he just says that it is going to come in a week and it is like 3 weeks ago. We ordered it the same day it was released. And when we bought the first season DVD it was the same story and the same excuses...hmm...suspisious ;) No I know that he has ordered if he says so and I just hopes it comes soon.
Today I started to watch the end of a movie on TV. Suddenly I realized that the school looked very familiar. It turns out that it is filmed where I grown up (and have moved back to now...) and that it was my old school in the film...fun! I know who some of the persons in the film were also. It's a small world after all ;)
Like I wrote earlier I'm going to my grandfathers funeral tomorrow. I am sad of course like you are when someone close dies. But I'm so mad at my cousin that's not going. If he would have had a good explanation why I shouldn't have cared but his excuse is that he doesn't get along with our grandmother...that she don't like him and doesn't think anything he does is good...The rest of the family are like WHAT? My grandmother is very fair and treat all of us the same way, she has never done anything to my cousin except that she once, many years ago, told him that he should stop swearing at his mother and said that he was immature. This was like 10 years ago and if my grandmother said anything he must really have been out if line (she never says anything to anybody if she doesn't think it is really out of line and she always wants to bee fair and it is almost like she doesn't says it even if she really thinks it is bad). And my cousin can be really horrible to his mother and I guess that's was why she said something...One of my uncles is gay and my cousin use it, he says like "Grandmother doesn't think I am mature but he is gay and she thinks he is mature". (And there is a real prove for that he is immature and grandmother was right but that's besides the point). I just thinks he can shut up and swallow his immature ways for this day...I mean his problem isn't with grandfather (or was with him)...and they all live in a really small town where people gossip about everything and this is the gossip of the day. So my father called my cousin up to tell him that people gossip and now he's not talking to my father either...what a big baby, I just like to punch him in the face...
Now I'm going to bake a cake because I have promised my mum...I hate baking but well, when mum ask you... ;)
Hughs // Betty