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Hey everyone!
I'm just checking in to say hi. I've had a really dreadful few days. I feel restless and empty....I can't really describe it. My Aunt's funeral is on thursday but I won't be going because my illness won't allow it grrrrr!!!
I was really ill yesterday with my allergies, was so dizzy I could barely stand up. And not one person I know with hayfever was sneezing the slightest. Just my luck eh!
I got a letter last week saying that my hospital appointment, which I had waited 6 months for has now been delayed a further 2 months :( I swear these people don't care that people really suffer with this illness, as long as they don't have it themselves, how could they possibly understand. 2 months is like a lifetime for me. By the time I go it will be nearly 2 years that I've been doing Vestibular therapy and look where its got me...nowhere!
They have the nerve to say that only people with severe problems get surgery to correct it...what..so constant dizziness 24/7 for 2 years is not severe enough for them? being out of work for 2 years, with no social life, and having a complete nervous breakdown is not serious? I can feel it all boiling up and come October heads are gonna roll.
I guess I'm so angry over my Aunt's death, it has made me especially sensitive about everything. I swear one minute I'm ok and then the next I'm snapping at people or almost punching a wall.
I don't really know what to say anymore. I just wanna tear my head off.
before I go...thank you for my text Yvonne sweet_honeygirl It was nice to hear from you *hugs*
I'm just checking in to say hi. I've had a really dreadful few days. I feel restless and empty....I can't really describe it. My Aunt's funeral is on thursday but I won't be going because my illness won't allow it grrrrr!!!
I was really ill yesterday with my allergies, was so dizzy I could barely stand up. And not one person I know with hayfever was sneezing the slightest. Just my luck eh!
I got a letter last week saying that my hospital appointment, which I had waited 6 months for has now been delayed a further 2 months :( I swear these people don't care that people really suffer with this illness, as long as they don't have it themselves, how could they possibly understand. 2 months is like a lifetime for me. By the time I go it will be nearly 2 years that I've been doing Vestibular therapy and look where its got me...nowhere!
They have the nerve to say that only people with severe problems get surgery to correct it...what..so constant dizziness 24/7 for 2 years is not severe enough for them? being out of work for 2 years, with no social life, and having a complete nervous breakdown is not serious? I can feel it all boiling up and come October heads are gonna roll.
I guess I'm so angry over my Aunt's death, it has made me especially sensitive about everything. I swear one minute I'm ok and then the next I'm snapping at people or almost punching a wall.
I don't really know what to say anymore. I just wanna tear my head off.
before I go...thank you for my text Yvonne sweet_honeygirl It was nice to hear from you *hugs*