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[bettyboop_uk]

So I have my meds now...I just took one...and I'm scared lol But I really need something to stop these panic attacks. I'm really hoping they work. Its stupid coz I'm panicking about taking something thats suppose to stop me panicking lol

Congrats to Shabana for passing her exams!!!! *hugs and kisses*

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[beluga]

Hehe. Is it bad that I laughed when I read your post? Mind you, you seemed to be pretty amused by it too..

Anyways. I hope the medication will work. I know little of panic attacks, but I've heard it can be a hard thing to get out of, cos often, if you've had one attack, you worry so much about getting another one, that it leads to another panic attack..

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[bettyboop_uk]

Hey hun

I'm glad you find it funny :)...the post sounds hilarious now that I read it back.

If I didn't laugh then I'd cry...I gotta laugh at something right? lol

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[beluga]

They say laughter is the best kind of medicine.. But they also say it's good to cry once in a while. (wallowing in selfpity is something completly differnt tho) Anyways, medicine is step 1 I guess.. What's your next plan for getting rid of/lessening your panic attacs?

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[bettyboop_uk]

Yeah its good to laugh.

I've cried rivers in the past 2 years, how I've got anything left is beyond me lol

I'm seeing a shrink about my anxiety and depression. The thing that is causing all this is the hardest thing to treat..its like a vicous circle. While I still have the illness, I'm always gonna have anxiety. So who knows anymore lol

*needs Jensen to give me a seriously long hug..with extras of course ;)* LOL

[beluga]

You may have cried rivers, but you're not broken:-)
I dont know what happened to you which caused all this. Maybe something was done to you?

Anyways, I really hope you'll notice a change, and that it can bring you some hapiness:-)

xx

[bettyboop_uk]

Awww you're too sweet.
I basically got an ear infection and it permanantly damaged my balance. I've had terrible dizziness/vertigo every day since then. I'm on my 2nd round of treatment, which will hopefully help. But right now nothing isn't getting better and thats why I'm in such a state.

People I have met online over the past few years have helped me more than they'll ever know..and that includes you. I consider you a very cool person and someone I enjoy talking with *hugs* I just wish I could spend more time online..I guess one day I'll be able too :)

[beluga]

aw. bless. I sometimes when, I have my period, experience short spells of dizziness/vertigo and it's darn uncomfortable.. To have it all the time. Man, you're stronger than you think you are!!

I'm cool.. yay!;-p

You're online quite abit.. I always see yr posts... :-D
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[bettyboop_uk]

Yeah when I get mine it makes everything worse.

I've been online a bit more recently because I might lose my boards on fanforum. I was away for 3 months almost, so I'm really trying. The computer is like evil for me. I will have to have a lie down afterwards, let it settle a bit lol sounds like I should be about 80 years old lol

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[beluga]

Yeah I would imagen you need a rest after being online!
Don't pressure yourself too much tho!
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[bettyboop_uk]

I won't :) Its just crazy coz I used to spend hours and hours online. On a boring sunday I would spend most of it online chatting with my friends.

And I totally missed Supernatural this week *cries* my memory sucks! I totally forgot they weren't repeating it tonight grrrr!!