Sep 25, 2005 22:12
This weekend was utterly draining.
Friday went to the Bay vs. Prarie game,
totally smashed them. :)
Hehe.
Then found out some news about Dan,
sat in my car for a good 20 minutes.
Just sitting,
with my head against the steering wheel.
Went out with Nicole and Marlenas.
Hung out there with some people until 4.
Came home only to collapse on my bed.
Saturday. .
Woke up.
Ate a biscut made for Shannon
And hung out with her and a couple friends she had stay the night
Got into the shower,
and slowly but surely got ready.
Met up with Rikki at Fred Meyer.
Went to the mall for dinner and wandered around.
Went to Living Hope.
Out to Winco for good for a "girls night"
Came home only to realize there was no way I was going to fall asleep.
Stayed up online for a long time,
Talked to Gary about Dan,
Decided neither of us wanted to think about it anymore.
So I finally decided to lay down.
And laid there thinking about everything thats happening.
Sunday. .
Woke up around 10
Decided I had no reason to get ready this morning
Because I was to tired to get up.
Over analyzed a lot.
Dad got home,
took the car to kelseys to study for chemistry.
There was a house full eventually.
Mostly of all of us trying to distract ourselves from our homework.
haha.
But it was all very much worth it.
I throughly love hanging out with all of them.
I swear my ribs are sore after leaving them everytime.
:)
Everyone left other then me,
Kels and I went to her room and sat on her bed,
And for the first time in a LONG time,
We just talked about so much,
And talked about Dan
How amazing of a guy he was,
(even though I knew him much more in middle school then high school).
It felt good to talk to her.
I miss hanging out with her all the time.
But now Im ready for bed.
Just to fall into my blankets and sleep.
Mmm so nice.
Tomorrow promises to be an utterly akward day.
Cant we skip it?
Lets go to Tuesday.
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Tiff
"We love you Dan, you are on amazing person."