Yes, I am alive...

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Yes guys i am alive. I have't posted in a while, which i am sorry for. So to catch up on the time missed. I ended school yeturday. I also took my lifeguard test, which i PASSED woohoo. So now i am a certified lifeguard and i have two job interviews Idont know if there is anything else to talk about except somethings i have been thinking about. I just watch LOVE ACTUALLY for the first time this morning. It is a great movie, but it made me really think. Love to me is so amazing. It is probably the most amazing thing in the world. To have that one person, the one person that u are so comfortable with, u can cuddle with, talk to, and trust. The person who is the last perosn you think of before you go to sleep and the first person you think of when you wake up. I truly believe in love. I think that everyone if they are lucky will experience love. I hope that i am a lucky one. I think a hard thing with love is when you fall head over heels for someone who may not feel the same, someone you can't have and someone you are too scared to tell because you are afraid of what they will say. I was thinking of this and have been think of this lately. It sucks. It is hard to be sitting with someone and u want to tell them how you feel but u are to afraid of what they will think, so you keep your mouth shut, your heart closed and stay alone. Well i guess it is better to love someone you cant have then to not love anyone. I guess that everything happens for a reason right. Well i guess that is how i feel, thanks for letting me ramble and to that one person, i doubt you know who you are,heres to you and I guess you know how i feel
Love Always, Jacqui