Feb 23, 2008 19:53
life is so fucking weird. really it is. it surprises me every day. just how random things really are. lately things have seemed more random than predictable or logical.
not that that's a bad thing, not at all. mostly it's one of the best things. it's just.. sometimes i get surprised and awed by how much is really just down to chance.
i've been painting heaps and heaps lately, it's great, the easel is set up in the kitchen with jars of solvents and a block of wood for a palette. it's really liberating to be able to just decide to do things. i've also ordered a japan lonely planet guide.. i wanna go there. soon. as morbid as it sounds, i don't know when i'm going to die, and i want to go there before i die.. so.. yeah! thought perhaps i should get to work on it.
that and buying an enormous block of land in tasmania so i can grow the plantation of god's bounty i've always dreamed of, but that might take longer.
in other news, life has been majorly full of innuendo-charged moments. it must be something to do with the moon. have you ever had a car flirt? like moment or moments with someone you see in traffic? I had this guy tailing me all the way to work in a silver commodore station wagon. he was absolutely gorgeous, i instantly thought about how nice it would be to ditch my car and hop into his. anyway, we were sort of smiling at each other through the mirrors and then i started to put lippie on at the lights (like i do every day) and he started laughing at me. it was so natural and fun.
anyway, i drove past this really bad accident the other day on walcott st, and there was a silver commodore station wagon parked blocking off the road, with a flashing police light behind the windscreen. and HE was hopping out of the car! about two weeks after the whole car flirt thing!
to think i had a hard on for a cop. at that moment i realised how the chick from Weeds felt at the end of season one. well sort of.
i'm having far to many of these moments with strangers/acquaintances/shop staff/bar staff/colleagues/randoms.
it's just bewildering to think of the number of options for any person in terms of a partner. there's just so fucking many.
though i think in terms of options, i picked one of the very best.. he's great