mood ring
it just occurred to me how insane my moods are.
today i feel.. totally and utterly elated. and there's no real reason for it.
i ate breakfast, drove my car to work, worked, walked with karen, worked, then drove my car home.
yesterday i felt terrible and low and lonely and unattractive and paranoid and guilty and afraid.. and i did the exact same things yesterday as i did today. there was literally no difference between the days.
one day i felt negative and downright depressed, the next day i felt complete, beautiful and excited. HUH?!
weird. does anyone else get this happening? i sometimes wonder if my life is more dictated by my moods than anything else. i can't understand why i decided things i decided a week before.
it's like i'm sharing a body with another person, or many people, and we all take turns at driving. we're all going the same place, but all have different ideas on how to get there. hence, we are getting somewhere, but we don't know where, when or how.
today i feel.. totally and utterly elated. and there's no real reason for it.
i ate breakfast, drove my car to work, worked, walked with karen, worked, then drove my car home.
yesterday i felt terrible and low and lonely and unattractive and paranoid and guilty and afraid.. and i did the exact same things yesterday as i did today. there was literally no difference between the days.
one day i felt negative and downright depressed, the next day i felt complete, beautiful and excited. HUH?!
weird. does anyone else get this happening? i sometimes wonder if my life is more dictated by my moods than anything else. i can't understand why i decided things i decided a week before.
it's like i'm sharing a body with another person, or many people, and we all take turns at driving. we're all going the same place, but all have different ideas on how to get there. hence, we are getting somewhere, but we don't know where, when or how.