I've called you, and I've dropped by your house in an attempt to contact you one-to-one. you've chosen this arena, so this will have to do.
i don't understand why you keep leaving negative comments on my livejournal. you were one of the main reasons i started this thing again, because you wanted me to. having said that, i don't think i've received a phone call from you since about march last year. and the number of times you have invited me to anything in that space of time is... well none. i can't think of a single time you have invited me anywhere.
when i see you from time to time, its instigated by me, or you arrange it with conrad and i tag along. i know i'm not on the top of your list, but as long as you are alright to me when you see me, i don't make an issue of it. it does bother me, and i do feel something about it.
which is why it bemuses me how angry you appear. i can't fathom what invisible line i have stepped over. all i can piece together is that you resent it every time i write on here about making plans with other people, or even making plans per se, or express any kind of respect or admiration for anyone that has fallen out of favour with you.
for the record, the little informal invite i extended on here was all anyone got, besides what has come up in conversation. if you think it's some kind of conspiracy against you, you have got it wrong. you're on my friends list because i consider you a friend. hence the invitation was open to you.
anyway, it's not my birthday. and when it was, you didn't give a shit anyway. i invited you and you chose not to attend. in fact, you left a nasty comment on my journal as a gift. thanks for that. i didn't deserve that either and it really hurt me. if you want to see conrad for his birthday, arrange something. don't worry, i won't tag along this time.
this is patheticdoubledupinsideSeptember 8 2006, 03:52:39 UTC
well actually it was you who chose the arena.
i dont really care if you were unsuccessful in your initial attempts to open communication channels with me. that doesn't mean you resort to public slander. and it makes my comments look like flotsam by comparison.
there is so much more i could say, but i won't, because it's here. as i said to conrad last night, i'm happy to talk to you, or whatever. but this bullshit is not for peoples eyes, people i dont like, people who can be reading this right now if they want.
i don't understand why you keep leaving negative comments on my livejournal. you were one of the main reasons i started this thing again, because you wanted me to.
having said that, i don't think i've received a phone call from you since about march last year. and the number of times you have invited me to anything in that space of time is... well none. i can't think of a single time you have invited me anywhere.
when i see you from time to time, its instigated by me, or you arrange it with conrad and i tag along. i know i'm not on the top of your list, but as long as you are alright to me when you see me, i don't make an issue of it. it does bother me, and i do feel something about it.
which is why it bemuses me how angry you appear.
i can't fathom what invisible line i have stepped over. all i can piece together is that you resent it every time i write on here about making plans with other people, or even making plans per se, or express any kind of respect or admiration for anyone that has fallen out of favour with you.
for the record, the little informal invite i extended on here was all anyone got, besides what has come up in conversation. if you think it's some kind of conspiracy against you, you have got it wrong. you're on my friends list because i consider you a friend. hence the invitation was open to you.
anyway, it's not my birthday. and when it was, you didn't give a shit anyway. i invited you and you chose not to attend. in fact, you left a nasty comment on my journal as a gift. thanks for that. i didn't deserve that either and it really hurt me.
if you want to see conrad for his birthday, arrange something. don't worry, i won't tag along this time.
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i dont really care if you were unsuccessful in your initial attempts to open communication channels with me. that doesn't mean you resort to public slander. and it makes my comments look like flotsam by comparison.
there is so much more i could say, but i won't, because it's here. as i said to conrad last night, i'm happy to talk to you, or whatever. but this bullshit is not for peoples eyes, people i dont like, people who can be reading this right now if they want.
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