Nov 05, 2008 18:30
Well the last few days have been.. well they have just been par for the course for me since i got back ... strange. Im working on several projects right now and still attempting to maintain my social life. Here is a little insight into me, I dont go into anything blindly i have an inherent need to know my risks and my options before i enter into anything and that includes business, politics, relationships, and even sometimes friendships, but i have been going out on a limb a lot lately.. I.E. i have started working on opening my own business not one but two, i didnt vote a straight party ticket, and i have been a lot better about going out on a limb with people, although all of these things are terrifying for me i believe i am getting better at my ability to accept risk, i have always been a firm believer in the old adage of if you don't do anything nothing bad will ever happen, which is true but nothing good happens either so there i was a product of the machine i took comfort in for so many years, i am at the beginning stages of tearing down this machine, so please be patient with me this is a new thing. Last night brought change, it remains to be seen if this change will be a good or bad and i worry about the ones who enter into this with blind optimism but regardless and again im working on it .
xoxo
Betty