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This pretty much sums up my love life/status with friends/my relationship with my best friend.. which sometimes feels so non-existant, its like im holding onto a ghost or a blurred memory/my job/money../life.
This is my life..summed up.
I want it all better.I don't want to feel shitty. I just want the people I care about the most to care about me back..for friends to stop being shady, and work to get better..

If you love me,or I am your best friend,close friend,anything.. let a bitch know.