im so footloose.
so a ton of things in my life have been changing over the last couple months. it seems like since lu and I met the dudes, our genre of life has changed to something better and more real... whether it involves them or not. theres a funny transition happening in relationshipville, mark and I are no longer an item (which is decided best for our personal sakes) but still seeing eachother on a more casual level... which is pretty much translates to me playing hard to get. but adam fox confessed his undying love for me last night at a party!! unfortunately i did not know who adam fox was, but i definitely felt like we were in 3rd grade. too bad he didnt bring me a valentine :(
friendship world has taken on some new policies. no more friends who havent grown up. rule number 1! just because you pay bills and have a full time job DOES NOT MAKE YOU AN ADULT. pretty much all of vancouver is on social quarantine because of this one. I've had to let go of some close people but its too much risk. its hard to explain exactly what I mean by that, but it has to do with the near future. always surround yourself with people who carry similar motives and goals to you and ultimately it will bring success. true true. i need to be around people who are free and are excited about the world and the earth and the future. no more small town goals or small town minds. it feels good to think big and to have reliable people on your back. I remember not wanting to move back to this area because its all the same shit, old friends who have accepted their lives for what they are. but im not down with that, boring and pessimistic.
the best thing im happy about right now is that I finally made a career decision... and its involving fashion and hair styling in the industry of all industries! im really getting excited about it even though it JUST started, but between continuing my education and all the investments to back to up, oh its gonna be so worth it when i finally get a foot in the door.
but my next step is this job in portland, then the debt pay offs, then the lovely lady housing in SE, school and ultimately EUROOOOPE! thnx babyshambles.
stoner and out
stephanie
friendship world has taken on some new policies. no more friends who havent grown up. rule number 1! just because you pay bills and have a full time job DOES NOT MAKE YOU AN ADULT. pretty much all of vancouver is on social quarantine because of this one. I've had to let go of some close people but its too much risk. its hard to explain exactly what I mean by that, but it has to do with the near future. always surround yourself with people who carry similar motives and goals to you and ultimately it will bring success. true true. i need to be around people who are free and are excited about the world and the earth and the future. no more small town goals or small town minds. it feels good to think big and to have reliable people on your back. I remember not wanting to move back to this area because its all the same shit, old friends who have accepted their lives for what they are. but im not down with that, boring and pessimistic.
the best thing im happy about right now is that I finally made a career decision... and its involving fashion and hair styling in the industry of all industries! im really getting excited about it even though it JUST started, but between continuing my education and all the investments to back to up, oh its gonna be so worth it when i finally get a foot in the door.
but my next step is this job in portland, then the debt pay offs, then the lovely lady housing in SE, school and ultimately EUROOOOPE! thnx babyshambles.
stoner and out
stephanie