today, everyday, my new life...
so today, first hour, choir, never been so bored in my life, what happened to the choir i used to love. its funny hearing myself say this but i actually miss mr bushey, choir with him was fun, and we actually sang...and people knew what they were doing! ok, second hour, english, took quiz (aced it), presented my collage (it was sweet) then watched the first part of the crucible. that was pretty cool.
second half of the day, didnt dress out for gym, took my free day, as did 3 other girls, b/c "we just didnt feel like it today". so after that, ate lunch, still, just, i dont know, never mind i guess. after lunch went to free enterprise where i re-learn everything fron 9th grade. so after that we had a pep rally. pretty cool, nothing compared to howells tho. ours were insane and so fun, and alot longer!!
so after that, picked up my dog, went home, and did nothing. and thats where i am now. doing nothing. i was supposed to have a horse show but the lady that brings the horse i ride couldnt go tonite, so i was stuck home. which at first wasnt that bad, my mom picked up chili's for dinner which was good. but other than that, the night just made me feel worse about everything. i dont know what to do anymore. im so stressed out im having stomach pains and almost crying everynight. and i hate it! its so stupid, i shouldnt be like this. but i cant help it. i wish i could. i wish none of this were real. i want to go back. erase it all.
second half of the day, didnt dress out for gym, took my free day, as did 3 other girls, b/c "we just didnt feel like it today". so after that, ate lunch, still, just, i dont know, never mind i guess. after lunch went to free enterprise where i re-learn everything fron 9th grade. so after that we had a pep rally. pretty cool, nothing compared to howells tho. ours were insane and so fun, and alot longer!!
so after that, picked up my dog, went home, and did nothing. and thats where i am now. doing nothing. i was supposed to have a horse show but the lady that brings the horse i ride couldnt go tonite, so i was stuck home. which at first wasnt that bad, my mom picked up chili's for dinner which was good. but other than that, the night just made me feel worse about everything. i dont know what to do anymore. im so stressed out im having stomach pains and almost crying everynight. and i hate it! its so stupid, i shouldnt be like this. but i cant help it. i wish i could. i wish none of this were real. i want to go back. erase it all.