Mar 26, 2008 14:25
While easter speaks of resurrection, I was coming from the opposite direction. I was whirled up, high and around. Now, I am waiting to come down.. slowly, and hopefully with care. I have journeyed this way for quite long, it has left me dazed. Sometimes disoriented. I don't know what I have become after this. I have relied so much on egoism. Casted my energy to competition. Maybe so to survive.. When does a child loses her innocence? The first moment she thinks of competition.
Is there anything left of my good intentions?...In this side of my world, things have not moved on to easter.