things i've never told anyone

[bettie_rage73]

It's been ages since my last post...which really gives me lots of time to think about everything. Anyway, there are a lot of things I've never told anyone before...and I was thinking about stuff and I was like...maybe a lot of things I've said are really a bunch of lies and assumptions. Blah.

So...here's stuff I never told anyone.

I didn't have sex until I was eighteen.
I've never done cocaine.
I lost my virginity to...you guessed it...David. Yikes. I know.
I stalked my ex boyfriend every day for a whole year.
I had sex with a married guy.
If someone asks me about what I did...I tell them that I did something differently.
I check the 'missed connections' on Craigslist because I think that someone might be contacting me.
I have crushes on girls. Sometimes I think I might be bi...but I don't really know.
I act sad even though I'm not so that people will give me attention.
Looking at penises makes me want to vomit.
I met my boyfriend on the internet.
I hate talking on the phone.
I can only really devote my attention to maybe two or three people.
I smoke pot on Tuesday nights.
I still think about him. And how much it hurts.
I strangely really want to get married.

That's all I could think of. For now...