Fall Break is this week!
It is entirely hilarious that although I only have school on Monday and Tuesday this week, I have a thesis due, a 20 minute presentation in music, a psych test and an algebra test within that time period. Hoo-rah.
I am actually entirely excited about the fact that I am completely moved in now. I re-arranged, cleaned and decorated my room as well as doing the same for the living room for mah momma. Although this was super-awesome, I sorta sacrificed some good ol' study time for my efforts. *shrugs* Totally worth it to help out the family. Cathy re-did her room as well. It looks super-badass....sorta like an old Sheena room (only cleaner;)
Yesterday I got kinda low. It was really strange. I just layed around all night thinking about going out to Lisa and Randy's with Alex, watched 'The Notebook' again, and got super-sad. I knew it was just a silly Sheena ordeal, but it was gay cause I stayed in the house all day. Ah, maybe I needed it.
On Friday Alex, my mom and I moved all of the big stuff out of the old and into the 'new'. I think maybe a part of my little bout with gayness ensued due to how much I miss my friends, already. It's strange not waking up to these conversations:
Mike: (at the bathroom door) "Dude, get out of the bathroom, you're gay".
Sleeve: (in the bathroom, of course) "Shut up fag".
And this would turn into the most hilarious conversations following as I woke up giggling.
Or while doing my homework:
Nate: (downstairs, burps) "JESUS SHEENA"!
Le sigh.
I know this is better for the school deal and the money deal and the family deal, but it's so hard directing myself without being all emo about it. Such an emo little metal chick. Jesus.
At any rate, I'm just really lucky to have friends such as these. We all have our faults and downfalls and whatnot, but leading up to this decision I about died every time I thought about telling them, and my stomach would knot up knowing I didn't have any money. When everything did unravel in the short amount of time such as a few days, noone was upset with me. Noone cursed my name or thought me as horrible or whatever other situations I had pictured maybe losing some of my best friends. I mean, they know that I'll pay them back with interest, but when you don't have it, you don't have it, and they would've lost everything if they wouldn't have had it. $$. That probably makes no sense, but I'm tired and it's late. I'm just gayly happy right now, and in love with my best pals. <3<3<3 You guys are more amazing than words can typppeee out.<3
Ok, back to being my not-so-really-metal self. I think once I get a job down pat I'm going to see about getting my lazy ass back into the music world. *shrugs* I have alot of time off and I miss it like nothing else in life.
Good night lj. I'm up at 8am.
I am actually entirely excited about the fact that I am completely moved in now. I re-arranged, cleaned and decorated my room as well as doing the same for the living room for mah momma. Although this was super-awesome, I sorta sacrificed some good ol' study time for my efforts. *shrugs* Totally worth it to help out the family. Cathy re-did her room as well. It looks super-badass....sorta like an old Sheena room (only cleaner;)
Yesterday I got kinda low. It was really strange. I just layed around all night thinking about going out to Lisa and Randy's with Alex, watched 'The Notebook' again, and got super-sad. I knew it was just a silly Sheena ordeal, but it was gay cause I stayed in the house all day. Ah, maybe I needed it.
On Friday Alex, my mom and I moved all of the big stuff out of the old and into the 'new'. I think maybe a part of my little bout with gayness ensued due to how much I miss my friends, already. It's strange not waking up to these conversations:
Mike: (at the bathroom door) "Dude, get out of the bathroom, you're gay".
Sleeve: (in the bathroom, of course) "Shut up fag".
And this would turn into the most hilarious conversations following as I woke up giggling.
Or while doing my homework:
Nate: (downstairs, burps) "JESUS SHEENA"!
Le sigh.
I know this is better for the school deal and the money deal and the family deal, but it's so hard directing myself without being all emo about it. Such an emo little metal chick. Jesus.
At any rate, I'm just really lucky to have friends such as these. We all have our faults and downfalls and whatnot, but leading up to this decision I about died every time I thought about telling them, and my stomach would knot up knowing I didn't have any money. When everything did unravel in the short amount of time such as a few days, noone was upset with me. Noone cursed my name or thought me as horrible or whatever other situations I had pictured maybe losing some of my best friends. I mean, they know that I'll pay them back with interest, but when you don't have it, you don't have it, and they would've lost everything if they wouldn't have had it. $$. That probably makes no sense, but I'm tired and it's late. I'm just gayly happy right now, and in love with my best pals. <3<3<3 You guys are more amazing than words can typppeee out.<3
Ok, back to being my not-so-really-metal self. I think once I get a job down pat I'm going to see about getting my lazy ass back into the music world. *shrugs* I have alot of time off and I miss it like nothing else in life.
Good night lj. I'm up at 8am.