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Life has been rather surreal lately. Not necessarily in a bad way, shit has just been very very surreal. Each day at morning (or late afternoon depending on when I wake up) I have to reacquaint myself with the world as we know it and try to get a grasp on a number of things:
- What events transpired the night before.
- What I dreamt about during the night (and I dream A LOT these days)
- And lastly, what my schedule is for the upcoming day.
Some of this is due to the fact that I'm currently unemployed. Well, I'm employed part-time but it's just not enough work for me to really feel like a contributing member of society. I also have a very open schedule right now. Me - structure = chaos. My mind feels like a constantly swirling torrent of thoughts. I'm slowly trying to get a hold on things again.... but in the meantime I feel like I'm floating through life in a bit of haze. It's quite a little dose of madness.
Like I said before, however, some of the most surreal moments I've experienced have not been bad at all. In fact, they were nothing short of absol-fucking-lutely amazing. kores_rabbit , don't you worry your pretty little head about anything between all of us.... I'm more than content with the ways things turned out. I hope you two are fine too..... :) Here's to more adventures in the future. Maybe even adventures including funnel cake. SEXY SEXY FUNNEL CAKE.
Anywho...... tomorrow I am supposed to go and get my hair did. I really was trying to make an honest attempt at growing it out, but I think I look better with short hair. Oh well, I tried.