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[betterxlove]

Some nights I sit on the internet and I think about how me and my best friend have drifted. I mean, I understand that she no longer lives in the same state as me and we don't get to talk that much, but not replying to anything I send her is getting ridiculous. Sometimes I feel like I could learn more about her by posting as an anon in her ask on Tumblr (even though I would never do that). It's just really sad to think about. I've confronted her about it and even after I talk to her about it she doesn't show any effort to talk to me. I don't even know her anymore, and I don't think she understands that. I mean obviously I'll be here for her forever and I know If I really needed her she'd listen to me talk (if I could get a hold of her). Sometimes, I wonder if it is even worth it anymore. I don't know her. She doesn't know me. Why do I even pretend we are still friends?

This is just what's on my mind (I just had to rant somewhere). Other than think, shop online, and watch TV, I did absolutely nothing of value today.