HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Hi. It’s Christmas Eve [duh! :p]. About to be Christmas in a few minutes. I am alone in my room with the lights on, computer on [obviously] and the tv on as well. I clearly don’t care about the environment all that much. My old best friend left a few minutes ago with her boyfriend. He is a good guy. He gives the best hugs! I think I could spend a long time hugging him and not feel awkward. Frank rocks. Hmm.
It seems like most of my livejournal friends aren’t around anymore? Ahh. I miss some of them. I’ve had an “e-friend”, Gabriel, for… 5 years now and it amazes me how we’ve never met in person and yet we care for each other very much. Well, I care for him and I’m pretty sure he cares for me as well. We’ve only talked over the phone a few times. Weird, huh. I wonder what he’s doing now. I hope he’s spending it with his family. Or someone he loves. He’s a lonely guy too. I think that’s why we’re such good friends. We understand solitude.
I’m not even depressed. -It’s just that it’s Christmas and it doesn’t feel like it in my house. It hasn’t for a long time. Not since my older brother Gus moved out. I miss him, still. One of my other brothers, Junior; stopped by yesterday with my niece Hailey. If you’ve been on my friends list long enough, you might remember how happy I was when she was born. I hardly ever see her. I think I have only seen her maybe four or five times since she’s been born. She’s three now. Anyway. She wasn’t too shy and was hanging out with me and coloring in my room. Hehe.
I’ve been working at the library! I got the job. I’ve been working there for probably one month now. It’s pretty cool. I still don’t know some things and that’s because they assume I do. I’m getting to know the workers a little more. It’s not so awkward anymore. They’re all real nice people. They bake cookies and bring them in. Neighbors also bring in candies and goodies for us workers. Such nice people. I had no idea about all the shit that goes down. Hehe. The back, is a mess sometimes! I love it best when it’s kind of empty and I grab a chair and pretend to shelf read [although I do shelf read 99% of the time] and just read! We’re not allowed to read during working hours! Hehe. Like today for instance, I was reading up on Hyenas. Apparently the female Hyena and the male Hyena look almost identical. And to make things more “twisted” is that the female Hyena is actually bigger and more stronger than the males. They basically bow-down to the ladies! :p
Sometimes I feel that nobody at work likes me and that I’m too weird. All I hear in my head is Jessica saying that, “You’re fucking weird, dawg!” But eh. The more I think of it, all the staff there is kinda weird. But I like them. I feel so guilty and lazy for not doing any holiday cards for them. I really even wrote down what I was going to write for each of them and how I was going to decorate it for them. *sigh* Damn this cold weather makes me lazier!
Well, I hope you all have happy Holidays! =]
It seems like most of my livejournal friends aren’t around anymore? Ahh. I miss some of them. I’ve had an “e-friend”, Gabriel, for… 5 years now and it amazes me how we’ve never met in person and yet we care for each other very much. Well, I care for him and I’m pretty sure he cares for me as well. We’ve only talked over the phone a few times. Weird, huh. I wonder what he’s doing now. I hope he’s spending it with his family. Or someone he loves. He’s a lonely guy too. I think that’s why we’re such good friends. We understand solitude.
I’m not even depressed. -It’s just that it’s Christmas and it doesn’t feel like it in my house. It hasn’t for a long time. Not since my older brother Gus moved out. I miss him, still. One of my other brothers, Junior; stopped by yesterday with my niece Hailey. If you’ve been on my friends list long enough, you might remember how happy I was when she was born. I hardly ever see her. I think I have only seen her maybe four or five times since she’s been born. She’s three now. Anyway. She wasn’t too shy and was hanging out with me and coloring in my room. Hehe.
I’ve been working at the library! I got the job. I’ve been working there for probably one month now. It’s pretty cool. I still don’t know some things and that’s because they assume I do. I’m getting to know the workers a little more. It’s not so awkward anymore. They’re all real nice people. They bake cookies and bring them in. Neighbors also bring in candies and goodies for us workers. Such nice people. I had no idea about all the shit that goes down. Hehe. The back, is a mess sometimes! I love it best when it’s kind of empty and I grab a chair and pretend to shelf read [although I do shelf read 99% of the time] and just read! We’re not allowed to read during working hours! Hehe. Like today for instance, I was reading up on Hyenas. Apparently the female Hyena and the male Hyena look almost identical. And to make things more “twisted” is that the female Hyena is actually bigger and more stronger than the males. They basically bow-down to the ladies! :p
Sometimes I feel that nobody at work likes me and that I’m too weird. All I hear in my head is Jessica saying that, “You’re fucking weird, dawg!” But eh. The more I think of it, all the staff there is kinda weird. But I like them. I feel so guilty and lazy for not doing any holiday cards for them. I really even wrote down what I was going to write for each of them and how I was going to decorate it for them. *sigh* Damn this cold weather makes me lazier!
Well, I hope you all have happy Holidays! =]