Nov 16, 2007 05:48
Good morning folks!
Yahoo asks "is britney the new jacko" and then it says that his spiritual advisor says shes matching his every move or something? I'm sorry, I know she shaved her head but did she set it on fire too?? I must have missed that... and does she live on a themepark and have sleep over with kids? I must have missed that too I mean as far as I knew she couldn't even have sleep overs with her own kids! I think this guy is full of crap... also, her nose? Yeah, I'm pretty sure it's still there! And I rest my case, moving on.
There comes a point in your life when you realize that grudges are stupid and being mad at someone is pointless no matter how much they fluked up your life... I'm at that point in my life now. I'm 21 years old, I'm an adult, why should I hold a grudge of any kind? All it does is make me a negative person and I don't want to be angry! I forgive me for anything I have done to bring myself down and I forgive everyone else for anything they have ever done to me. I'm not mad at anyone anymore, I'm just happy to be alive. If I have ever done something to you I'm sorry. Don't get me wrong, people are still gonna piss me off and I'm still gonna get mad at people, but I'm not gonna hold the grudge, it's gonna be squashed the next day. Anyone who wants to be my friend can be my friend.
That being said I have come to the realization that I will never find a friend that will be as good of a friend to me as I am to them. Given I have many great friends, none of them have seemed to measure up to me... and I don't mean that to be as harsh as it sounds and I'm not trying to sound conceited or anything, but I go above and beyond the line of a friend and I bend over backwards for the most part and I DON'T do it expecting it in return I just do it because that's who I am... but when a time comes when I do need something I tend to expect everyone to be like me as a friend and do some bending too and it never seems to work out that way. I dunno, maybe it's just me!, does anyone else feel like they're a better friend to their friends than their friends are to them?? It's just crazy to me.