i should really write titles for all of these
the last of emo-core
when i wrote that album i felt so much suffering, suffering that was only a replica of what came before, it felt unneccessary, when it came near it's completiong i came to despise it, i came to despise it and anything that made it come about, i feel the need to comemorate that introduction into adulthood that hit me so, in truth that's what the album did, but by the end, i despised it, this is what i've come to as for why;
i no longer care wether i am good or bad, if things are looking up or down, a lot of that is dependent on your situation which to say the least in largley out of your hands, i do observe them, i do still feel good or bad, i jsut don't work so hard to change it if it is unfortunently bad, cause i'm just working with my situation
i'm here at a time when i can quite dramatically put it 'done' with preparing myself for my life, 'so now i do'
and this is what i'm left with, my will and a time and place, in my time i have found my place, and not a place in the sense the right one, just the best hand out of what i was dealt
the past few weeks have allotted little time for self, time alone is spent out and about which can largley be spent on being somewhere, doing something, my eye would grow weary in all the energy expended, not even just the lids but the balls rolls and avoid eye contact, anything to get to be more alone, i feel like after a long day of work, where you can't just shut off, no matter how much you wind down, it's an ache that soothes oh so well
what is unexepected happens, i mean no-one can predict everything, something take the breath right out of you, but you gain more breath in each inhalation, some things sweat you solid, but you just dry yourself off
and as of this time and place
i'm done
i actually set out to making a high joke post from me folks house, it just didn't pan out like that, i just really had that one point
and with it already said and stated again
i'm done.
when i wrote that album i felt so much suffering, suffering that was only a replica of what came before, it felt unneccessary, when it came near it's completiong i came to despise it, i came to despise it and anything that made it come about, i feel the need to comemorate that introduction into adulthood that hit me so, in truth that's what the album did, but by the end, i despised it, this is what i've come to as for why;
i no longer care wether i am good or bad, if things are looking up or down, a lot of that is dependent on your situation which to say the least in largley out of your hands, i do observe them, i do still feel good or bad, i jsut don't work so hard to change it if it is unfortunently bad, cause i'm just working with my situation
i'm here at a time when i can quite dramatically put it 'done' with preparing myself for my life, 'so now i do'
and this is what i'm left with, my will and a time and place, in my time i have found my place, and not a place in the sense the right one, just the best hand out of what i was dealt
the past few weeks have allotted little time for self, time alone is spent out and about which can largley be spent on being somewhere, doing something, my eye would grow weary in all the energy expended, not even just the lids but the balls rolls and avoid eye contact, anything to get to be more alone, i feel like after a long day of work, where you can't just shut off, no matter how much you wind down, it's an ache that soothes oh so well
what is unexepected happens, i mean no-one can predict everything, something take the breath right out of you, but you gain more breath in each inhalation, some things sweat you solid, but you just dry yourself off
and as of this time and place
i'm done
i actually set out to making a high joke post from me folks house, it just didn't pan out like that, i just really had that one point
and with it already said and stated again
i'm done.