Mar 17, 2010 21:10
It's almost amusing how many things we don't do, and yet claim to live a happy and full life. I realize today, almost painfully, that there are so many things I never have done, and could probably try. So maybe when I'm old and--not a cat lady--looking back on my younger days, I'll say 'hey, I did that'.
It's not that I'm a prude, or anything. It's more complicated than that. The boundaries I've set for myself are there for a reason. I'm sure everyone has their own reasons to be the way they are, so before I'm judged and classified as a prude or a know-it-all or a spoilsport, you should shut up and think. Not saying that I'll give my reasons so everyone...they're mine for a purpose, and they'll stay that way. I don't regret being the way I am. I'm proud of it. But I wish I could sometimes--
Screw this. I've a lot of things I haven't done. A list, to keep them organized:
1. Kissing. No, wait, I've done that before. Kissing a guy. Right.
2. Eating rice with my fingers.
3. Wearing high heels. And making it work.
4. Calling in sick one day in my life, without actually being sick, just to sleep more than 6 hours.
5. What did Ino call-- 'clubbing'. Once I'm legal, I suppose.
6. Not making lists for everything. Haha.
7. Bursting into song spontaneously. In the middle of a crowd. And dance, too.
8. Buy the first dress I pick in a store, regardless the price or if it's ugly.
9. Sex. Since all girls want to try that one out. But there's no rush in getting there yet.
I'll get started on the rice, then.
Also, Ino, remember that there's little time left.
Oh, and--I still have a few coins left. What should I spend them on?
[ooc; Sakura, learn to keep your mouth shut.]
has never been a girl before,
curse day,
making a list and checking it twice,
ino you hag,
affected,
i'll regret this tomorrow won't i?