Merry Christmas Eve
Life has been pretty hectic lately, I feel like I haven't hat a moment to myself and do nothing but stress out anymore. I've worked 7 days in a row, and put in close to 55 hours. I bought lots of presents for my family and Ry and Dave and spent entirely too much money. I just need a break, so it'll be nice to have tomorrow off.
I was supposed to goto Ry's tonight and meet all of his family and stuff, but when I got out of work I was just too exhausted (I couldn't sleep last night, and worked 8.5 hours), plus I would have showed up right when they were starting to eat (awkward!). His mom got me a present because she's the most amazing woman ever, so I bought her a $30 bottle of champagne. She really is like perfect, but not in an annoying perfect way, just perfect.
I feel spoiled this Christmas, I got a new year a week and a half ago, and I know I'm getting an Ipod and some other stuff. My parents are too good to me sometimes. I'm excited to sleep in tomorrow and spend time with my family.
Ryan is the most amazing person ever, yesterday I was all sad and stressed and tired, and he came over at like 9 when I got home (after working 9 hours getting bitched out because we didn't have what people wanted.... IT'S TWO DAMN DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!?!?!???! and the same damn thing happened today, I almost smacked two people), and he brought me hot chocolate with little marshmellows, The Beatles new CD Love (not even for Christmas!!), Baileys for the coco (apparently he wanted to take the edge off lol), candy, and roasted almonds. He even made me a grilled cheese! I love that kid so much, he's so damn good to me.
Growing up more and more has made me so grateful of everything around me, I feel grounded and loved. And I love back. As hectic as things get I'm so damn lucky. I spent $100 on toys for children in a shelter, and it made me so happy. I can't wait until I make more so I can give more.
Well now I'm going to make myself coco and something to eat, then goto bed. Merry Christmas all.
I was supposed to goto Ry's tonight and meet all of his family and stuff, but when I got out of work I was just too exhausted (I couldn't sleep last night, and worked 8.5 hours), plus I would have showed up right when they were starting to eat (awkward!). His mom got me a present because she's the most amazing woman ever, so I bought her a $30 bottle of champagne. She really is like perfect, but not in an annoying perfect way, just perfect.
I feel spoiled this Christmas, I got a new year a week and a half ago, and I know I'm getting an Ipod and some other stuff. My parents are too good to me sometimes. I'm excited to sleep in tomorrow and spend time with my family.
Ryan is the most amazing person ever, yesterday I was all sad and stressed and tired, and he came over at like 9 when I got home (after working 9 hours getting bitched out because we didn't have what people wanted.... IT'S TWO DAMN DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!?!?!???! and the same damn thing happened today, I almost smacked two people), and he brought me hot chocolate with little marshmellows, The Beatles new CD Love (not even for Christmas!!), Baileys for the coco (apparently he wanted to take the edge off lol), candy, and roasted almonds. He even made me a grilled cheese! I love that kid so much, he's so damn good to me.
Growing up more and more has made me so grateful of everything around me, I feel grounded and loved. And I love back. As hectic as things get I'm so damn lucky. I spent $100 on toys for children in a shelter, and it made me so happy. I can't wait until I make more so I can give more.
Well now I'm going to make myself coco and something to eat, then goto bed. Merry Christmas all.