Apr 13, 2005 16:03
Today has been a weird day. I have been having a good day, kinda. But, like I just get these sudden kinda like "waves" of being sad or upset and I don't know whats wrong. I wish there was some way to solve them. They really suck. Ben and I aren't together still but we're friends. Although we're going through some rough spots in our friendship, I know we'll pull through it. I'm happy for Amy and Blaine, they seem happy together and Amy needs someone like him. It just seems that everyone elses relationships and "love life" are in a much much more happy place than mine. I don't know what to do and I just feel empty. I really need to get in gear and apply for CBC and get all of my college stuff out of the way. Sorry this is kinda just an everything on my mind post. I guess I'll talk to you later. Anyone know of a job that you dont have to be 18, its after school hours, and their highering? Oh, and it can't be food service. lol.
KaTrina.