Dying.
I want a date. I am 18, I just had emergency open-heart surgery this past week, and I have never been on a date.
It is so simple, and I won't ever get to have it
I want someone who likes me to ask me out on a date.
I could die...they say that there's fluid surrounding my heart, and I could buil up another blood clot in my heart any minute, and I could die any minute.
I'm gonna die without anyone ever really having loved me.
I've never been asked on a date. I've never had a truly happy Valentine's day. There's never been a Christmas where there was someone other than my family that I cared about and wanted the best for.
I'm never going to get what I want...and I'm going to die before it possibly happens.
I guess I'm not surprised. Who could I ever think really loved me? Last night I apologized to the one person I made the biggest mistake with, and it didn't bother him. He doesn't care about me. I'm glad he's moved on. I am happy for him.
I wonder if they can go back in and take out the part of my heart that feels and expects love.
It is so simple, and I won't ever get to have it
I want someone who likes me to ask me out on a date.
I could die...they say that there's fluid surrounding my heart, and I could buil up another blood clot in my heart any minute, and I could die any minute.
I'm gonna die without anyone ever really having loved me.
I've never been asked on a date. I've never had a truly happy Valentine's day. There's never been a Christmas where there was someone other than my family that I cared about and wanted the best for.
I'm never going to get what I want...and I'm going to die before it possibly happens.
I guess I'm not surprised. Who could I ever think really loved me? Last night I apologized to the one person I made the biggest mistake with, and it didn't bother him. He doesn't care about me. I'm glad he's moved on. I am happy for him.
I wonder if they can go back in and take out the part of my heart that feels and expects love.