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So Christian just told me that he's going home in two weeks...I kept crying today...really crying. I don't know what to do.
I'm completely lost and for no reason. There is no reason why I should like him...no reason why I should like Jay.
It's like...they are two opposite guys...and I don't know how to deal with it, but I am drawn to both of them. For some reason, they are both so awesome to me.
I like Jay...and I'm pretty sure a few people would have an issue with that, because I know for a fact, a couple of his friends never approved of me...and whether that was generalized to any girls, or just something about me personally...I'm not sure. However, I don't think Omar ever made Brandi feel like shit.
I don't know what to do about Christian. He's one of my friends...and I'm going to miss him so much.
I have not taken drugs in a little over a month, because every time I get offered it, I can hear Jay in my head...saying that it's not cool that I do that. Then, last night, I quit smoking because of him.
Blueberry got back last night. He's super gay. <3
I'm completely lost and for no reason. There is no reason why I should like him...no reason why I should like Jay.
It's like...they are two opposite guys...and I don't know how to deal with it, but I am drawn to both of them. For some reason, they are both so awesome to me.
I like Jay...and I'm pretty sure a few people would have an issue with that, because I know for a fact, a couple of his friends never approved of me...and whether that was generalized to any girls, or just something about me personally...I'm not sure. However, I don't think Omar ever made Brandi feel like shit.
I don't know what to do about Christian. He's one of my friends...and I'm going to miss him so much.
I have not taken drugs in a little over a month, because every time I get offered it, I can hear Jay in my head...saying that it's not cool that I do that. Then, last night, I quit smoking because of him.
Blueberry got back last night. He's super gay. <3