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So after everything is said and done...
...I still feel like shit...
Now that I know that Aaron lied to me...it makes me feel like shit.
At first, when I found out why Aaron wouldn't date me, it made me think that I was good enough to fuck, but not to date. Then, I found out the real reason.
...supposedly, there was a girl online that he liked and had been talking to for over 5 months, and he felt like he knew everything about her...and wanted to wait for her to come up here in April so he could be with her.
Then, last night, I saw him holding hands with the new short blonde girl...I think her name is Kim. Obviously, I knew what was up the minute I saw it. I'm not completely stupid.
After curfew, I was upstairs, and I saw her, and I asked her if she was dating Aaron. She said yes, and I couldn't help but start to cry. Luckily, I was done in the RA's office, so I went to my room to cry.
I cried myself to sleep. How FUCKING LAME is that?!
I can't cry for love anymore...it's not worth it.
...I still feel like shit...
Now that I know that Aaron lied to me...it makes me feel like shit.
At first, when I found out why Aaron wouldn't date me, it made me think that I was good enough to fuck, but not to date. Then, I found out the real reason.
...supposedly, there was a girl online that he liked and had been talking to for over 5 months, and he felt like he knew everything about her...and wanted to wait for her to come up here in April so he could be with her.
Then, last night, I saw him holding hands with the new short blonde girl...I think her name is Kim. Obviously, I knew what was up the minute I saw it. I'm not completely stupid.
After curfew, I was upstairs, and I saw her, and I asked her if she was dating Aaron. She said yes, and I couldn't help but start to cry. Luckily, I was done in the RA's office, so I went to my room to cry.
I cried myself to sleep. How FUCKING LAME is that?!
I can't cry for love anymore...it's not worth it.