Apr 26, 2007 14:54
I pretty much don't have GREAT friends anymore. (Just friends and their boyfriends)
It's also really sweet when they get mad at you for being mad at them for spending too much time with their boyfriend. Sorry that we're growing distant because you have time for nothing else. Sorry that I get sick of hearing you complain. Sorry I EVER felt bad for spending too much time with Jon because I'd give him up just to have my friends back. What ever happened to the whole "chicks before dicks" thing? I guess you just said it because you thought it was funny to say "dick" and completely ignored the true meaning behind it.
Maybe it was just not meant to be anyway. It's not like I could possibly relate to any of them anymore. I don't drink or smoke or anything like that. (Could be because I'm not invited to, but whatever) I feel like an idiot when I sit around those kinds of conversations. I might as well fade from existence (or eat lunch in the library) because I feel like I'd never be missed. We're in two completely different worlds and I'm always the one cast aside. Nothing like feeling utterly worthless!
In the words of Blink-182: "Moving on.."