Everyone wants to learn to love again
I found my childhood bestfriend on myspace.com yesterday morning.
I keep anxiously checking myspace now to see if he has gotten on and seen my friend request.
I really want to get back into touch and I feel insane, haha.
I should probably call him and talk but that option is much more awkward and potentially disappointing.
Although, this option is more creepy and stalker-esque.
Ah well, thank God for his cousin having a picture of him on his profile for him [Sam] to comment on!
I have a weird inferiority complex. "I'm not gonna lie." (And that is the first and last time I will ever use that trendy Chagrin term in my life.)Maybe it's because I live in Chagrin Falls. These people act like they're better than I am so why not believe it? Of course, horrific past events have also led to it. Being treated like shit might resort to feeling like shit. Maybe, who knows. Not I. My incessant use of sarcasm seems to never grow old...
It's weird though. I have an inferiority complex; however, I also have a superiority complex. Isn't that ironic? Putting myself in such a low position has made me want to hold myself at a higher standard. Like, "they're so much better than me? Well, I'm just going to be the better person in comparison to them!"
I think I need to see a therapist, haha.
I keep anxiously checking myspace now to see if he has gotten on and seen my friend request.
I really want to get back into touch and I feel insane, haha.
I should probably call him and talk but that option is much more awkward and potentially disappointing.
Although, this option is more creepy and stalker-esque.
Ah well, thank God for his cousin having a picture of him on his profile for him [Sam] to comment on!
I have a weird inferiority complex. "I'm not gonna lie." (And that is the first and last time I will ever use that trendy Chagrin term in my life.)Maybe it's because I live in Chagrin Falls. These people act like they're better than I am so why not believe it? Of course, horrific past events have also led to it. Being treated like shit might resort to feeling like shit. Maybe, who knows. Not I. My incessant use of sarcasm seems to never grow old...
It's weird though. I have an inferiority complex; however, I also have a superiority complex. Isn't that ironic? Putting myself in such a low position has made me want to hold myself at a higher standard. Like, "they're so much better than me? Well, I'm just going to be the better person in comparison to them!"
I think I need to see a therapist, haha.