Apr 08, 2008 02:13
uh! what a monster!
i just want to tell all of james' embarrassing secrets, catch all his shit on fire, and forget about him.
but im not goin to do any of that just yet
he called me a couple of times telling me how sorry he was, that he loved me, he wanted to come talk to me in person, and now he STILL wont bring me kellers car seat, even though i know he was in houston last night and today! and now wont answer the phone!
i want to take keller to the beach, but i cant until he brings it to me!
and im still catching him in lies (i didnt really "catch" him, he was being pretty obvious)
this is so annoying!
i just want things to be ok for keller, its better for him to grow up with out his dad, if his dad is just going to fuck off all his money on drugs, cant keep a job, cant pay rent, physically fights me in front of him, never spends any time with him.....just bring me my shit, and pay your child support fool!
i wish it could work, i love james, but ive seen him do some pretty awful things, and heard him apologize too many times
uh, i need sleep
im ganna go snuggle with baby
<3