why?

[betterhlf]

I cant tell you for certain
but there was once a vision
days turn to weeks turn to flashes before eyes
and my final pire is burning bright
so sad to see so few gathered round
none were smiling knowing whose body was found
but i am prepared to rue the day
to taste my blood and for heavens sake
connect me to something
keep me close to your heart
i was someone somewhere
i just like everyone who falls apart