I'm getting better but it's in small steps.
If you think that people don't really change, read my old LJ posts then come have a conversation with me.
I shouldn't care, but I was such a fucking bastard when I was younger. Why did anyone hang out with me? I'm pretty sure if I could go back in time and find myself the 17 year old version of me would talk shit to my 24 year old self. I'd also kick my own ass because I'm still a little bit the same and I wouldn't take that shit.
"I hate the way I get when I can't handle bad news, feels like I've been an asshole for months. All I've got left are these handfuls of Fuck You, man thats never enough. I guess I'm just down."
I shouldn't care, but I was such a fucking bastard when I was younger. Why did anyone hang out with me? I'm pretty sure if I could go back in time and find myself the 17 year old version of me would talk shit to my 24 year old self. I'd also kick my own ass because I'm still a little bit the same and I wouldn't take that shit.
"I hate the way I get when I can't handle bad news, feels like I've been an asshole for months. All I've got left are these handfuls of Fuck You, man thats never enough. I guess I'm just down."