Mar 26, 2005 04:04
So I got a job :) at jillians in the source mall.... i start training on monday.. im gonna try and get a job with dana who just got a job at pac sun and try and work 2 jobs for a little bit to save up money for whether I decide to go away to school or move down to florida and u know in the mist of all that get a car... hopefully this will all work out.... I got a bellydancing tape and a salsa tape today so hopefully I will lose the 30 pounds I need to lose before next month... So I got asked to do porno by this modeling agency lol... mica and karissa were in the car when I got asked to do it... there reactions were priceless.. I don't think im gonna do it but ive been thinking more and more about doing suicide girls..... idk Ive been putting it off for like a year now and I can use the extra money and the site is done tastefully but idk... its still a lot to think about... altough I think the naked body is a beautiful thing especially when done artistically but I just idk theres a few reasons why I wouldnt do it... we shall see... been pretty much hanging out at the jam room every night... the painting of it is coming along... looks a lot better then it did... and theres IO in there now so its bad news lol... especially when a room bunch of about 8 or 9 stoners are watching softcore porn haha nah that was actually funny as hell... have fucking really bad cramps... i really need to get back on birth control... but yet again thats another thing I gotta wait til I have money for... anyways its 4am im gonna go read and pass the fuck out... nite my loves <3333