Our lives are made...in these small hours..these little wonders..these twists and turns of fate

[bettedavis00]

I'm discussing love with my friend jon.  You know.. as awkward as he can be sometimes, i admire that guy. I want him to find a guy that will make him happy.  I think deep down he's a romantic- and is having trouble finding that missing peice. I know i wouldnt settle for anything less...i think i've found my missing piece though. I really do-and now i want everyone to have their missing piece. I think he's eager to give himself to people though--which is why he's been with alot of people. Its weird, how people go about things differently when they are after the same thing. I waited...waited through alot of lonely nights, through alot of depression about it -- and tried to convince myself i didnt need it. I think he went with the-i'll do the trial and error and jump in. I could be wrong, we arent close enough for me to know this is clearly assumptions. I know I assume too much- perhaps i go through all day assuming things. I bet I do. What does that say about me?

I honestly thought I had nothing to say in here, and suddenly i have everything to think about.  but i keep going off and doing other things- i shall continue this another time lol