These are the things I can do without...i'm talking to you..so come on
Today was a rather peaceful day, that went by faster than yesterday. I attempted to update this yesterday but got sidetracked haha. I also wrote a few lines in my book, none of which i was fond of but its better than nothing, and may give me something to work with later. I et so inspired during the day to write on my book but then when I get home im just tired. I dont know why...its not like I work hard thats for sure. I think I just need a few days to do nothing but sleep. Haha, that wont happen but its a nice thought. Besides, even if I were home, I'd rather be out doing something anyway.
Today I sent a note to a woman trying to stir trouble in the family. Actually...mom, aunt dionne and I all went after her in defense of my grandmother. While mother and dionne went with the "your a bitch" route...I went another way around it really attacking her personally. I feel kind of bad about it even thouh she had it coming. I'm not saying I wish I hadnt done it--no I'd do it a million times over if I still felt the need to defend my grandmother, she had it coming. However, I wish she didnt provoke me to do it. I dont like to be mean like that, and I rarely have to. You just cant be rude to the people I love. I become very vicious. *sigh* I'm not a nice person. It comes in handy but at the price of feeling bad for it. "in black and white...they really really ought to know" --i have to say that goes for that woman.
Ohh I'm so tired! I'm probably going to watch ghost hunters, stalk the lovely lady andrea and then hit the bed. Mayyyyyybee get some reading in...but I'm so tired i dont know if i'd be able to pay attention.
Tears for fears was such a great band, so inspiring. What inspiring bands do we have now-a-days that didnt roll over from the 80's like U2? I know there MUST be one but I cant think of any. Sad.