The Question Is, How Much Faith Do you Have in Me?
And I ask this because, well, some of the things I've seen, heard, watched, experienced....I, most of the time, cannot believe that I've lived through them all. Some have been amazing, some terrifying, but all have shaped the person that I am.
I haven't said anything to Sean or anyone else about this, and I don't know if Sean will even read this....But it's strange. I will think about him, and my phone rings. It's him. I will think about him and he instantly calls.
He cares about me.....The only thing I ever knew about sex was that it was painful and scary.........and breaking. But now, I don't see it as sex, but as....something wonderful and beautiful....with him. I don't yet fully know what it is with him, but I have this feeling that everything will be fine.
I am a large endorser of listening to your instincts. I see vibes in colors. Sean is Purple, Red, Orange, sometimes Grey, blue, and yellow.... Thats how I know I love him, and how I know I can trust him.
I wish with all my heart Rach and I can go to See them. It would mean so much...
I haven't said anything to Sean or anyone else about this, and I don't know if Sean will even read this....But it's strange. I will think about him, and my phone rings. It's him. I will think about him and he instantly calls.
He cares about me.....The only thing I ever knew about sex was that it was painful and scary.........and breaking. But now, I don't see it as sex, but as....something wonderful and beautiful....with him. I don't yet fully know what it is with him, but I have this feeling that everything will be fine.
I am a large endorser of listening to your instincts. I see vibes in colors. Sean is Purple, Red, Orange, sometimes Grey, blue, and yellow.... Thats how I know I love him, and how I know I can trust him.
I wish with all my heart Rach and I can go to See them. It would mean so much...