Guilty Or Not?

Jun 17, 2004 23:12

Today has been one weird fucking day. I woke up around, lets just give a round about guess here, 12:30pm. So, of course I go out to smoke my usual morning ciggerette or maybe even two, depends if the buzz its me with the first one or not. Well, I jumped on the computer for a bit, knowing I should probabley be at work instead, but didn't think twice about it. I ended up talking to some people online, and of course, my most favorite person, Mark!!!!! He is such a sweetheart; we have known eachother for about two years. See, here is how we first met. I was sitting at the mall in the "smokers pitt" with some of my mall rat buddies. Well, being the outgoing person that I am, I saw this car drive by with this major cutie in it, so I hooted "HEY THERE CUTIE". Well, who would of ever thought that the person driving the car would park, come up and talk to you? NoT ME! So, my friends and I hopped into the car, me sitting shot gun of course since I was the only one who had the balls enough to say anything; after driving around for a little bit and talking, he dropped my buds back off at the mall since they had to be home. Well, that night we ended up going to the liqour store and buying like a 40 of orange vodka. Artificial orange does not sit to well with my stomach anyways, so lets just say it was a very awkward night. Well, more like puke my brains out night. But, if it hadnt been for Mark taking such good care of me, I probabley would have fallen and killed myself; so you can imagine how thankful I was the next day to of had a friend like that around. Although, I thought the friendship would never had made it past that night; I was exstatic when he called me the next day. Ever since then, we have been closer than ever and have seen eachother through a lot of shit. I love Mark so much with all my heart and soul.

Anywhoot, remember the phone dealy I was telling yall about? Yea, well, I was looking through the phonebook today, calling places, trying to find a job and my mom pulled into the garage, where I was sitting; she asked me what I was doing, so I told her that I was looking for a job. Well, she took it totally the wrong way and thought I was trying to look for a job to get the phone, so she started yelling at me! After trying to explain to her that, that had not been my intention she yelled at me to call Sy(the phone dealer we go through) and asked him to stay a little later at the store so we could go and pick it up. Well, we ended up meeting him at 44th, which was halfway for both of us. So it was cool, I got the phone, I was happy. But, I felt guilty as all hell. I mean what was I suppossed to say to my mom, "I TOLD YOU THAT YOU DIDNT HAVE TO BUY IT AND THAT I WOULD PAY FOR IT ON MY OWN!" Well, let me tell you, tried that, didnt work, forget it. But anyways, I plan on paying my mom back every red cent for that phone. Although, the phone is very nice and makes me feel sexy. LoL! Weird, I know that a phone could make somebody feel sexy, awkward.

My psychotic bird, who has never struck any of our family members blood, decided to bite the shit out of me today. I was kissing and rubbing her when all the sudden I felt this trecherous pain clinging to my upper lip! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! IT HURTS, GET IT OFF! After she finally let go, I walked into the bathroom, looked into the mirror, only to find blood was running down my face and that I had two big ol' slits on my lip. I was pist! Yea, so besides the fact that I honestly and truely need to get laid oh so very bad, nothing else new has happened. I know, what an exciting life I lead. The weekend should be pretty exciting, so we will see what it brings! Talk to yall later ~1~ PeAcE
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