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I had a fantastic day today! Mark and I went to go hang out and went to see a movie. The movie we ended up seeing was Mean Girls; let me tell you, that movie is freaking hilarious! I loved it; but I also loved the fact that he was massaging my neck for me, I really needed it for how stressed I have been lately. We both agreed that we'd fuck Lindsey Lohan's brains out, so we were doing pretty good. Also, he went to go get him and I some shooters. He came out of the liquor store with like four different kinds of shooters: Lemon, Rasberry, Orange*BLAH*, and Apple. Knowing me, of course I took the lemon and the apple shooters. We cheered them in the movie theatre and drank em down. The two of us had a pretty buzz going on, or atleast we did until the movie was over and we both started walking around, which totally killed my nice buzz that I had going. =o( We went outside, and I smoked like 4 ciggerettes, lol. I know, I know, I am a freaking chain smoker. My parents picked us up from the movies and dropped Mark off at home; from there the rents and I went to the mall to get a pair of earrings,that my brother gave my mom for mothers day, fixed. Well, the lady that helped us was a total freakin ditz and a bitch. lol, I wanted to lean over the counter and slap her!; but I held my urges. Then we headed down to our every friday-night ritual with my gramma and grampa, aunt julie, uncle steve, and my two lil cousins. It is usually not a drag, because, somehow, we always seem to make it fun. We were talking about sex, implants, cars, all sorts of different nonsense. After dinner, my parents took me over my to grandparents house to fix their computer, which I ended up fixing. By that time though, I totally needed a cig, because I can not smoke in front of my grandparents. IT KILLED ME! Then, we came home, and here I am now.
But, there is something that I do need to get off my chest. There is this guy, Eric, who I have been crushing on non-stop for like the last 2 1/2 years. We have gone out like..twice and it didn't work out for some reason. Anyways, that is not the important thing. I don't know what to do. He lives in Santa Fe and ofcourse, I have to live in fucking Colorado. He is such a sweetheart. Eric is funny, outgoing, crazy, and just..well....what I look for in a man. He is moving up to Aspen, Colorado sometime in October. I am afraid though, because I want him so bad. I dont even think he knows how bad. Oh well....thats all I gots to say for now... <3 ~1~ <3
But, there is something that I do need to get off my chest. There is this guy, Eric, who I have been crushing on non-stop for like the last 2 1/2 years. We have gone out like..twice and it didn't work out for some reason. Anyways, that is not the important thing. I don't know what to do. He lives in Santa Fe and ofcourse, I have to live in fucking Colorado. He is such a sweetheart. Eric is funny, outgoing, crazy, and just..well....what I look for in a man. He is moving up to Aspen, Colorado sometime in October. I am afraid though, because I want him so bad. I dont even think he knows how bad. Oh well....thats all I gots to say for now... <3 ~1~ <3