Meme/Survey
Stole this from myspace and felt like posting it here instead of there. Hey, I never claimed my thought processes made sense, even to myself.
It's got questions I don't see often so I decided to waste an hour and fill it out. Whee!
What is your biggest dream?
Raising a healthy family.
What is your worst fear?
Honestly? Having something horrible happen to my hands.
What do you think of when you think of being alone?
Quietness
Does blood scare you/make you sick?
Only sometimes.
Do you have morbid thoughts?
Nah.
What is the worst trait a person can have?
Obliviously self-absorbed.
Do you know who you are?
As much as I can. It changes from time to tome, you know.
What is your worst addiction?
Stupid time-wasting computer games.
Do you hide who you really are to keep your family happy?
I did for a while. It's not worth it.
Would you die for another person if it saved their life?
Probably.
Do you cry when a disaster happens in the world?
Not usually.
If you could go back and change one thing from your past, what would it be?
I wouldn't manipulate my mom to get my way.
Do you ever lie to make someone happy?
I've fudged the truth before, yeah.
If you could cure one disease, what would it be and why?
Something that currently has no treatment at all.
What do you hate the most about yourself?
I feel like I should get more done than I do. Somehow I never live up to my own expectation.
What do you love the most about yourself?
I'm darn funny if you pay attention.
Do you contemplate life after death, and what do you conclude when you do?
I don't usually contemplate it much, but I certainly believe in it. Ask me if you'd like to know more about my conclusions.
How do you think your karma is doing? Good or bad?
I follow a redemptive worldview rather than a karmic one.
If you could live a different life from birth to now, what would it be?
Changing the past would change the present... it hasn't always been an easy road getting here, or the one I would have chosen for myself, but I wouldn't change anything now.
Do you believe your dreams/nightmares hold truth?
I recognize that possibility, but I don't go looking for it.
Do you think human life is too short? Why or why not?
Not really. Aside from the fact that God numbers our days and my paltry understanding could never compare to divine wisdom, I could make a few arguments against longer lives... but I'm not feeling that verbose.
Would you prefer to have a shorter life with no chance of health issues?
No. That's not the point.
How do you think humanity will end? why?
Apparently I'm feeling perversely religious today, because my best answer has to do with whether or not you believe any part of a human lasts through eternity - in which case, humanity will never end, will it? On the other hand, talk to me sometime about the mountain I'm going to buy in Norway and the castle and miles of tunnels I'm going to build on/in it to escape the nuclear holocaust.
Would you rather live forever in a bunker, or die in a nuclear blast?
I've got plans for a bunker (see above) but really? I'm set to go, so that's fine too.
What is the worst death you can imagine for yourself?
I don't really think about things like that.
How would you "prefer" to die, what age?
Surrounded by family, laughing with them. Old age - do I have to name a number?
Do you believe that herbal medicines are just as good as chemicals?
Not necessarily, tho they do have their uses.
Have you ever done acid/LSD/Shrooms? What was your worst trip? What was your best trip?
Never.
Describe the scenario that allows you to best get in touch with yourself.
Is there only one way?
Do you believe in destiny? What is yours?
In a sense... I don't think many people know ahead of time what their real destination is.
Can music really heal us?
It can heal some things.
If you could be told your future in detail, would you want to know?
No.
If you had 5 more days to live before you died, what would you do?
I'd say goodbye to everyone and then fly to Paris.
Do you believe that animals have souls?
Not like humans do.
Have you ever felt immortal? when/why?
I believe in my immortal soul - does that count?
What was your favourite childhood game?
I don't think I could pick just one.
What person are you most affraid of and why?
I don't go around just being afraid of people.
Have you ever thought of harming another person?
Sure. Who hasn't?
Do you have some memories that never actually happened in your past?
Well I remember skewed versions of actual events, and there are some things I remember mostly because I've been told stories about them so often... but nothing springs to mind that never happened at all.
If so, do you believe they are from a past life?
No.
When are you most happy?
Being close to Matt.
Do you prefer these surveys, or do you like the fluffy cute ones better?
Depends on my mood.
It's got questions I don't see often so I decided to waste an hour and fill it out. Whee!
What is your biggest dream?
Raising a healthy family.
What is your worst fear?
Honestly? Having something horrible happen to my hands.
What do you think of when you think of being alone?
Quietness
Does blood scare you/make you sick?
Only sometimes.
Do you have morbid thoughts?
Nah.
What is the worst trait a person can have?
Obliviously self-absorbed.
Do you know who you are?
As much as I can. It changes from time to tome, you know.
What is your worst addiction?
Stupid time-wasting computer games.
Do you hide who you really are to keep your family happy?
I did for a while. It's not worth it.
Would you die for another person if it saved their life?
Probably.
Do you cry when a disaster happens in the world?
Not usually.
If you could go back and change one thing from your past, what would it be?
I wouldn't manipulate my mom to get my way.
Do you ever lie to make someone happy?
I've fudged the truth before, yeah.
If you could cure one disease, what would it be and why?
Something that currently has no treatment at all.
What do you hate the most about yourself?
I feel like I should get more done than I do. Somehow I never live up to my own expectation.
What do you love the most about yourself?
I'm darn funny if you pay attention.
Do you contemplate life after death, and what do you conclude when you do?
I don't usually contemplate it much, but I certainly believe in it. Ask me if you'd like to know more about my conclusions.
How do you think your karma is doing? Good or bad?
I follow a redemptive worldview rather than a karmic one.
If you could live a different life from birth to now, what would it be?
Changing the past would change the present... it hasn't always been an easy road getting here, or the one I would have chosen for myself, but I wouldn't change anything now.
Do you believe your dreams/nightmares hold truth?
I recognize that possibility, but I don't go looking for it.
Do you think human life is too short? Why or why not?
Not really. Aside from the fact that God numbers our days and my paltry understanding could never compare to divine wisdom, I could make a few arguments against longer lives... but I'm not feeling that verbose.
Would you prefer to have a shorter life with no chance of health issues?
No. That's not the point.
How do you think humanity will end? why?
Apparently I'm feeling perversely religious today, because my best answer has to do with whether or not you believe any part of a human lasts through eternity - in which case, humanity will never end, will it? On the other hand, talk to me sometime about the mountain I'm going to buy in Norway and the castle and miles of tunnels I'm going to build on/in it to escape the nuclear holocaust.
Would you rather live forever in a bunker, or die in a nuclear blast?
I've got plans for a bunker (see above) but really? I'm set to go, so that's fine too.
What is the worst death you can imagine for yourself?
I don't really think about things like that.
How would you "prefer" to die, what age?
Surrounded by family, laughing with them. Old age - do I have to name a number?
Do you believe that herbal medicines are just as good as chemicals?
Not necessarily, tho they do have their uses.
Have you ever done acid/LSD/Shrooms? What was your worst trip? What was your best trip?
Never.
Describe the scenario that allows you to best get in touch with yourself.
Is there only one way?
Do you believe in destiny? What is yours?
In a sense... I don't think many people know ahead of time what their real destination is.
Can music really heal us?
It can heal some things.
If you could be told your future in detail, would you want to know?
No.
If you had 5 more days to live before you died, what would you do?
I'd say goodbye to everyone and then fly to Paris.
Do you believe that animals have souls?
Not like humans do.
Have you ever felt immortal? when/why?
I believe in my immortal soul - does that count?
What was your favourite childhood game?
I don't think I could pick just one.
What person are you most affraid of and why?
I don't go around just being afraid of people.
Have you ever thought of harming another person?
Sure. Who hasn't?
Do you have some memories that never actually happened in your past?
Well I remember skewed versions of actual events, and there are some things I remember mostly because I've been told stories about them so often... but nothing springs to mind that never happened at all.
If so, do you believe they are from a past life?
No.
When are you most happy?
Being close to Matt.
Do you prefer these surveys, or do you like the fluffy cute ones better?
Depends on my mood.