uh oh.
I've messed up. I know I messed up. I'm so stupid, I knew it wasn't the right time or place. I may have ruined a good friendship tonight and all because I listened to my gut (I should have listened to my heart). I feel horrible now and wish I could erase the past 20 minutes and change everything. I've tried so hard not to ruin it (because I have something good going for me...but too late for that). He called my cell...I didn't answer. He called my house (again I didn't answer). I'm scared, I don't want to lose him, I don't need to go through anything like that again. Man o Man... Why?!
I honestly WANT to talk to him, but am scared at what might be said.
On another note, I had to say goodbye to a friend of mine tonight. She will be moving to California for college.
I'm off to bed, to think about the day/night.
Marisa! I had an awesome time with you today :) and I did find my homework that I lost :D
I honestly WANT to talk to him, but am scared at what might be said.
On another note, I had to say goodbye to a friend of mine tonight. She will be moving to California for college.
I'm off to bed, to think about the day/night.
Marisa! I had an awesome time with you today :) and I did find my homework that I lost :D