Happy new year, one and all!
I don't mean to start off my first post of this new year on a slightly negative note...but people are really stupid. I mean, incredibly stupid. I am here at the library and this lady to the right of me can't understand what link she has to click on to check her email. I mean, she has to be over 60 years old, so why the hell does she even need email?! She'll be dead by the time she's finished reading it anyway.
And because the library is fairly busy, you have to register your name to get a computer on the reservation computer. Well, the old son of a bitch in front of me could not for the life of him understand that he had to click on the link "reserve a pc". It's right there you old bastard!
*sigh*
Okay, that is what I needed to get out of my system. New year, new outlook tis the motto. I still have not gotten my paycheck from the job I have this and this does not a happy Marsha make. I think it is goddamn bullshit and I refuse to work another day until I get my money. So, to hell with them. I deserve better, and unlike some people in this world who may accept bullshit, I will not settle for mediocrity. Maybe that makes me an alpha female, or maybe it's makes me stubborn. Call it what you want, but I am going to go for what I want this year and I will be damned if I don't get it.
I am tired of working jobs just to make ends meet, and I am tired of living paycheck to paycheck. I am tired of not having enough money to do the things I want to do and, more importantly, need to do. This year is my year, so FUCK the rest.
Fed. Up.
I am starting to look for a new job as we speak, and I spent some time with Lauren last night and we gave each other tarot card readings and we started to wax poetic about what we did and did not want.
Allow me to tell you what I WILL be doing this year:
1. I WILL have a car in the next few weeks.
2. I WILL move out of my house by mid-March.
3. I WILL start back up school in the spring, or the latest, summer.
The fact of the matter is this: Having a high school diploma, or even a associates degree is not enough. If you want more, you learn more. And I know that I can learn more, and I most assuredly know that I want more, so the end result is all left up to me, RIGHT!?!
People of the world (and readers of my journal), I implore you to reach for me and do more and stop settling. If you want something, just do it. We are not getting any younger, and the world is not getting any nicer so grab a motherfucker by the balls and do it!
I am fiery, and I am passionate, and I will no longer coast by while things just happen. I wanna make them happen. I wanna achieve what I want because I know I can. I don't wanna live a life without passion, and if nothing else inspires you, than allow this to inspire you. If no reason I have put down inpsires you to grab this life by the balls, then allow this to do it: Live your life for you. Be who you are for you. Not because of anyone else, just for you.
That's all I wanted to say.
And because the library is fairly busy, you have to register your name to get a computer on the reservation computer. Well, the old son of a bitch in front of me could not for the life of him understand that he had to click on the link "reserve a pc". It's right there you old bastard!
*sigh*
Okay, that is what I needed to get out of my system. New year, new outlook tis the motto. I still have not gotten my paycheck from the job I have this and this does not a happy Marsha make. I think it is goddamn bullshit and I refuse to work another day until I get my money. So, to hell with them. I deserve better, and unlike some people in this world who may accept bullshit, I will not settle for mediocrity. Maybe that makes me an alpha female, or maybe it's makes me stubborn. Call it what you want, but I am going to go for what I want this year and I will be damned if I don't get it.
I am tired of working jobs just to make ends meet, and I am tired of living paycheck to paycheck. I am tired of not having enough money to do the things I want to do and, more importantly, need to do. This year is my year, so FUCK the rest.
Fed. Up.
I am starting to look for a new job as we speak, and I spent some time with Lauren last night and we gave each other tarot card readings and we started to wax poetic about what we did and did not want.
Allow me to tell you what I WILL be doing this year:
1. I WILL have a car in the next few weeks.
2. I WILL move out of my house by mid-March.
3. I WILL start back up school in the spring, or the latest, summer.
The fact of the matter is this: Having a high school diploma, or even a associates degree is not enough. If you want more, you learn more. And I know that I can learn more, and I most assuredly know that I want more, so the end result is all left up to me, RIGHT!?!
People of the world (and readers of my journal), I implore you to reach for me and do more and stop settling. If you want something, just do it. We are not getting any younger, and the world is not getting any nicer so grab a motherfucker by the balls and do it!
I am fiery, and I am passionate, and I will no longer coast by while things just happen. I wanna make them happen. I wanna achieve what I want because I know I can. I don't wanna live a life without passion, and if nothing else inspires you, than allow this to inspire you. If no reason I have put down inpsires you to grab this life by the balls, then allow this to do it: Live your life for you. Be who you are for you. Not because of anyone else, just for you.
That's all I wanted to say.