Jul 07, 2005 18:12
i am extrmemly frustrated at the moment
i wish i knew wat was wrong so i could try n
fix it then get on with life..
the problem is i dont know wat it is...
im upset and frustrated with myself. for the pressure
and for the effort. i plan msyelf to do ntohign so i cna study
but why cnat i study? i want to do my work
i want to do well.. i just cnat keep up.
im tired and i just want to rest..
things are non stop
im wasting my days thinking abotu study or
actually doing some but not being a
productuive as i should be... as i wnat to be...
ive done the whole no msn for 3 days ..
btut hat seemd to make me worse...
im too tired
i dotn wanna face reality that ive nearly finished school
i feel too young too insecure too immature and too inexperiecned
its making me upset... its sounds stupid.. i know
i just needed to type and let it out
screw you hsc!!!