May 22, 2005 11:18
siting in my room... starring at the piles of clothes all over the floor... how did i let myself get to this stage.. i hate it... i hate materialism... i have so much yet i wnat so much more... seeign wat friends have urges me to buy even more... i need to get out of this cycle.. and start living for who i am again.. not how mnay possesions i own.
last night, wat can i say for it.... eventful.. had our cruise 4 rachies 18th.,. was lovely... good turn out of girls.. there was like 22 of us... so good to spend time with only the girls havent done that in such a long time n also being our last yr of shcool.... the show wat cna i say was very eventful.. slighly grossed out by the 1/2 naked.. said to be lady but i swear she was a man..overall was a pleasant to spend it with soem of the best girls ever!!
today is sounding boring... need to clean up my messy room... then get stuck into soem school work... its so boring.. life can seem so pointless that all ur doing is school, got me on a train of thought of wat i wanna do nxt yr... i think i will just work for a while.. then go overseas n see where that takes me.. just wanna get out.. too mnay decisions to be made.. the future looks hazy n uncertain.. where will we all be.. will we all still b friends.. lets hope..
any hoo off i go byebye
LATEST NEWS!!!! my parents just bought me a car.... ahhh so fun.. n random.. ohh well im up for that.. a little red beast.. many adventures to come..