lulu, my love

[betseybeexo]

so i made the cake.
but i havent tasted it. 
im waiting for la mama to come home and give it a try

music is a lovely tool isn't it.
for whatever mood you are in it just enhances it.
sad, listen to sad music and you can feel like there is someone out there who knows what you're feeling
happy, listen to something upbeat and you feel there is hope
mad, listen to something. well, mad. and chances are you'll feel better

i really do write about some pretty pointless shit.

im not as expressive as i felt yesterday but im a little less lazy
4 days until i head back to the school that seems to never end.

maybe one day you will understand that i want nothing from you but to sweetly hold your hand

im just not sure anymore.

my cat went bye bye today.
funny how yesterday im writing about how much i love my dog
and i call my mum this morning and she tells me that my cat is no longer with us.
its messed up 
and im sad but im trying not to show it.
 i hope someone reads this one day. 
one day.