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[betrue2]

I just feel blah this whole weekend. I can't get motivated to do anything. It doesn't help that I feel exhausted from working all week. And I feel like I could throw up. Kayley did three times today and is taking her second nap of the day

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[betrue2]

The Family Feud survey was what do most mid-life people get bored of. Sex, spouse/relationship, job, bills, and a couple of others. And I thought, god that's sad. However, I am pregnant so sex is not enjoyable at all for me at this point. Infact, it hurts for hours afterwards. 29-34 weeks, it could send me into pre-mature labor. I tired of work. Not really my job, I am just tired. The spouse/relationship, at times it is like I don't have one. I have someone in my house that barely talks. I am tired of being the one to start a conversation. I don't get the hugs or kisses that much. There is no "making out" just for the fun of it. A peck is about it. It shouldn't take a special day for a romantic night out. Or just for a little romance at home. Maybe it is a man's theory, if there is no sex, why foreplay?

Anyways, enough with my sex life. lol.

I think I miss the girl talk and just hanging out with people that actually will sit and talk for hours on end. I can't ever remember a time that me and Nicole ran out of things to say to each other. And we hung out everyday all day long.

But eh, it will get better.

[betrue2]

Yeah. they are oblivous. Like today, he actually held conversations. When I got home, he was talking on the phone to his mom. He told her he had to go because his loving wife just got home and he blew me kisses and such. I think he just gets in a slump or something.