i think in decimals and dollars. i am the cause to all your problems

Jul 04, 2008 18:30

you can go fuck yourself.

i'm really tired of people talking mad shit about me and thinking that they have figured me out or that they know me. i'm tired of being really nice to someone and helping them out or just being nice to them in general and then they come back with oh yeah you're a shitty person. yeah if i'm so shitty then why the hell did you even date me? get the fuck outta here.

lets face it, ian and i broke up because he cheated on me, he never had a problem with me the three times he called me crying to me saying he loved me and missed me. after the third time i didn't take him back, but oh i'm the slut oh i'm the one that cheated on him. give me a fucking break. i never cheated on that kid. i took money from him even though he sent me the money and i never cashed half the checks and the other checks that i did cash i bought him shit that he asked for. but yeah i'm such shit give me a fucking break.

ryan hates me now because vince and i are dating again. apparently i lied to him but whatever, i'm a shitty person. i never lied i said that i wouldn't date the same vince again, and the fact that vince seems changed to me makes me a liar. and apparently i used him?? i used him for what? the ideas of him offering me rides to work and offering to take me to clearwater.. which i never asked for, keyword always asked me if i wanted to and i never took advantage, but thats right, he should have listened to everyone about how shitty i am towards him. (because everyone in orlando hates me because everyone in orlando knows me and i've slept with everyone in orlando because remember according to ian i'm a huge slut and have aids and blah blah blah blah) oh my god, thats why he cried me the two times i attempted to break up with me. thats why he came knocking on my window randomly at 3am asking if he could stay at my house. yeah i'm real shitty thats why you wanted to be with me. it was probably because you didn't want to be alone. mmhmm. get the fuck outta here. *way to block me too. cooooooooooool guy.

seriously.. if you don't like me let me know so you can exit my life right away because i'm not going to tolerate assholes ruining my life. i'm not going to allow people who aren't mature to handle life in my own life.

and for the record, i'm not money grubbing like ian and meeks may think.. because i work 40+ hours a week, if i need to go to work, i walk to work if i don't have a ride. i walk home in the rain if i don't have a ride home. i worked 6 days this week. i pay all my bills on time. i have never asked anyone for money in the last year. i have started to pay off my own medical/credit card debt. i may not have a car, but that doesn't make me irresponsible, it means i can't afford it because i have other obligations. yes, having a job is a relationship plus, no not to spend money on me it shows ambitions and responsibility.. and if you don't have a job atleast be going to school. i have one or the other.

so seriously fuck you.
if you don't like me okay fine not my problem.
go listen to the rest of the faggots in this world who's heart i broke
and leave me the fuck alone. :)

yes this made me feel better
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