Dec 20, 2002 15:11
3 months of pain all came back today. I hate it. I hate it. I fucking hate it. I thought it was all going to be gone but it wasn't. Maybe now I am just coming to terms...7 months to late. At that momemnt I knew that I was going to fall back down and I am hardly beeing held up now. It wasn't fair it nere will be. It's going to be with me for the rest of my life.
...at least I felt like I helped a friend today.