have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?
a pat on the back to those who can tell me what movie that line is from.
apparently we all dance with the devil...or my mom things i do because she made me go to church. making me= wont shut the fuck up until i get in the car. i just go because if i don't i will say something really bad and they'd kick me out. when i move out, i'm never going to church again. i can't stand organized religion right now. it's just not important to me. i think that when jesus died for our sins it was a half assed attempt because the death of one man could not cover all of humanity's sins. our sins number so many it is impossible to count or imagine the scale to which we have commited such crimes. and the priest keep talking about giving and giving and all this shit. i understand the idealism in the theory that we should not be selfish and give to others, but that's not how most of the world works. to live in this world we have to adapt to how things are done however bad they may be.
i'm really not this cynical, i think of this as looking at things logically. it kinda leaves no room for good deeds and genuine kindheartedness....but i believe that still exists too. instantances are few and far between but they still exist. i'm not so far gone that i don't believe in this.
ya know i think i'm done talking about whatever i was talking about. i hate this i start to talk about something significant and don't have the energy to finish it and have it all make sense.
apparently we all dance with the devil...or my mom things i do because she made me go to church. making me= wont shut the fuck up until i get in the car. i just go because if i don't i will say something really bad and they'd kick me out. when i move out, i'm never going to church again. i can't stand organized religion right now. it's just not important to me. i think that when jesus died for our sins it was a half assed attempt because the death of one man could not cover all of humanity's sins. our sins number so many it is impossible to count or imagine the scale to which we have commited such crimes. and the priest keep talking about giving and giving and all this shit. i understand the idealism in the theory that we should not be selfish and give to others, but that's not how most of the world works. to live in this world we have to adapt to how things are done however bad they may be.
i'm really not this cynical, i think of this as looking at things logically. it kinda leaves no room for good deeds and genuine kindheartedness....but i believe that still exists too. instantances are few and far between but they still exist. i'm not so far gone that i don't believe in this.
ya know i think i'm done talking about whatever i was talking about. i hate this i start to talk about something significant and don't have the energy to finish it and have it all make sense.